ONE VICTIM WAS TOO MANY AND WOULD NEVER BE ENOUGH. "You promised me you would avoid the sorrow, not wallow in it." "I remember. Every day when I'm under the earth's crushing weight I think about what you said. Tell me, how shall I avoid the darkness if it has swallowed me whole?" "You cannot avoid he darkness, embrace it. Avoid the sorrow. There is a considerable difference. Know yourself and know your God. He hides in the dark waiting for you. I am afraid you will no longer find him in the light." WHAT HAPPENS WHEN A MONK IS MADE A CREATURE OF THE NIGHT AGAINST HIS WILL? MUST HE LEARN TO LIVE WITHOUT GOD IN A WORLD BEREFT OF HOPE, LIGHT, AND LOVE? IS THERE A WAY BACK HOME?