"Fantastic! One of the last largely unexplored frontiers of humanity." Geoffrey Colwill. "A wonderful read! A book of courage, depth and struggle." John Croft. This is a true and very personal story about me, Graham, and Saritha and our love affair that unfolded between April and November, 2014. The setting is the well-known Findhorn spiritual community in North Scotland. We first came together at a party shortly before Saritha planned to leave Findhorn and continue on her journey. We believed we had just over a month to explore being in relationship together. We decided to go for it; to fearlessly dive deep into love, sex and intimacy - to push as far as we could beyond the boundaries of our comfort zones in the limited time available. For we believe that it is 'in that field, out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and rightdoing' (Rumi) that growth and learning occur. * Note: Be warned that some of the content of this book is very sexually explicit. Please do not read if it is likely to offend.