In the first novel "If Only In My Dreams" Roxanne didn't think there wold be a life for her and Andrew after being raped, and impregnated with her mother's lovers' child. But in the sequel "If Only It Were A Dream" Andrew was more than willing to take on the responsibilities of being a husband to Roxanne, and a father to a child that he knew wasn't his own. The love Andrew had for Roxanne covered anything that may have tarnished her, or prevented him from ever loving her. The home she had known all her life, was now, nothing more than a constant reminder of her rape and the murder of her sister. Moving to L.A. and starting over would be the only way to wash away the tragedy that still plagued Roxanne. She finds out the hard way that you can never out run your past. After finding out that Mabel was not her biological mother, almost pushed Roxanne over the edge. The hell that was about to visit Roxanne and Andrew in L.A. would test their love and commitment to one another like nothing else. We will just refer to her as 'Scary Mary.'