In an apocalyptic world, an 18 year old girl races against the clock to try to save humanity. Already infected with the virus, she is faced with decisions that will haunt her forever and mistakes that will make her question whether or not to keep fighting. In the end, she has to decide what her final purpose will be: to die in order to save humanity or to live in order to cure it. In the format of a journal, this book delves into the not-so-glorious truth behind what it means to be an undead and the sacrifices that go into the truth behind being truly alive. It explores the chaos of human nature, the despair of fate, and the strength it takes to say goodbye.