I'm a retired cardiologist. I tried to solve my questions about mysteries of Jesus. And at least I could give more scientific and therefore more probable explanations for them, because we got new knowledge recently about stress cardiomyopathy, Klinefelter syndrome, Essenes, and Mary Magdalene. I believe this book is worth reading to understand and respect Jesus more deeply and widely - and get courage to follow him hopefully - from the new and different perspective without being brainwashed into believing literally, or dismissing the mysteries as myths even for scientific minds like me. Because only truth has the real power . . . and fun! Firstly, I explained the true cause of Jesus' death is not crucifixion itself but stress cardiomyopathy started when he sweated blood in anguish the night before crucifixion, which was triggered by intense stress and caused acute congestive heart failure, pleural effusion and lethal arrhythmia, but normalized completely - because typically it normalizes once getting over the critical phase. Jesus died of ventricular fibrillation due to stress cardiomyopathy, but a soldier's spear piercing defibrillated it working like precordial thump and triggered his resurrection, and the water from his side was massive pleural effusion. Secondly, his feminine trait is from XXY genes (Klinefelter syndrome) causing low testosterone and high FSH/LH, infertility, less beard, breast growth, and low sex drive. It explains why he was unbelievably gentle and kind as a man, and predisposed to stress cardiomyopathy occurring mostly in postmenopausal women, who have high FSH/LH. Thirdly, Jesus ascended beyond the Mount of Olives and took refuge in Essenes' community east of Bethany temporarily, then supported his disciples behind the scenes as a fugitive, because Jerusalem was too dangerous for him then and Essenes were his ally - angels who attended Jesus after fasting in the wilderness, angels or men in white in the tomb, and an angel who rescued Peter from prison were all Essenes - because they were young, ascetic, clean, carrying weapons, preserved secrets, and led a strictly communal life along the Dead Sea with similar thoughts to Jesus. Ascension story (ascent into heaven) was made to protect resurrected Jesus from arrest, but as side-effects it also made his resurrection ambiguous, rather non-physical and even short-lived just until Ascension. No! His resurrection was perfect, physical, and he was living long after ascent of the hill. In reality, living Jesus appeared to Saul and converted him to his disciple, maneuvered to rescue Peter from prison, and met Peter fleeing Rome and let him go back to be crucified as a substitute for Jesus. Lastly, Jesus survived by camouflaging himself as a woman with Mary Magdalene and other female followers in spite of his conspicuous betraying scars on both hands. Thanks to his XXY genes, his figure was easier to be disguised as a woman and escape notice and arrest. That's why Mary Magdalene had to keep a low profile despite being Jesus' best disciple; and the author of the Gospel of John concealed her identity by using the idiom "the disciple whom Jesus loved" for Jesus' security and secrecy originally, because the spotlight on her would have risked Jesus' life by being found out the identity of disguised Jesus as resurrected Jesus had been with her after coming back from the refuge in Essenes'. The author even deliberately mixed Mary Magdalene with John by mixing two persons of "the disciple whom Jesus loved" - one, and the testifier is Mary Magdalene because there're events only she could testify to, the other with Peter is John - to hide her behind him. Thus Jesus vanished into thin air, because no one could know he was still living after "ascension" or imagine one of women with Mary Magdalene was Jesus; and survived in perfect obscurity to succeed in his mission of promulgating his teachings to all the world by commanding his di