This is the black and white version of the book. Enter a fascinating world as you come on an extraordinary 11-year journey of awakening that takes the author down the rabbit hole, which reveals counter-intuitive wisdom and the unshakable certainty that truth is much stranger than fiction. This is a challenging adventure into the dark depths of being, into the underworld where many guardians must be faced, into the dark void where creation originates, into other dimensions and worlds of light, to reclaim lost wisdom and remember our simple, innocent essence. This is a journey of visions, unfolding over years, precipitating travel to sacred sites in Peru, Bolivia, Mexico, various Pacific Ocean islands and Australia. There, a creation work unfolds that is discovered to reflect the rituals, beliefs, and creation myths of the ancient indigenous peoples, such as the Maya, Inca, Dogon, and the people of the bird deity of the Pacific Ocean. The journey reveals the roller coaster of awakening. It is like travelling into a black hole and elements of awakening, creation, and our process of growth are explained with the cutting-edge science of black holes, quantum physics, and string theory. Fresh and unorthodox insight arises into the stories of creation. An understanding of the nature of evolution and evil unfolds, the latter having been the greatest obstacle on the author's path. Finally, it delivers her to the deepest root of suffering, the greatest surprise of the journey. This account reveals a reality that is shocking, awe-ful, terrifying, electric, inspiring, mind-boggling, beautiful, and heart breaking, and it will leave us with the simpleness, humbleness, and fiery love that lies at the heart of all things.