This book will take you on a spiritual journey into the life of the author's experiences of being gay and Christian in America. It will focus on the taboos associated with homosexuality and the "Bible" based on the author's own personal opinions, and offer ways of overcoming society's negative views on the subject. This story focuses on the author's life growing up in a conservative Baptist church in a small, rural town where homosexuality was considered to be the greatest of all abominations before God. The writer delves deep inside her soul to share the ups and downs of struggling for nearly 30 years, trying to cope with being a lesbian. Ultimately culminating with the author discovering Jesus Christ, and with the guidance of the Holy Spirit, gaining a sort of self-acceptance and peace of mind that allowed her to become comfortable with being a gay Christian. The goal of this work is to hopefully help other lesbians and gays find God's purpose for their lives, and to help non-gays understand the trials and tribulations of the gay community, to gain acceptance, and quell all misconceptions of God's other children.