I wonder what you'll say when I'm gone. I wonder what my life amounts to now as I breathe your air. In the grand scheme of things, did my short years matter? Did I waste them trying to gain for myself by my own ambition? Was I too critical to have made a difference? Did I ever really grow into maturity as measured by the stature of Christ? Did my life bring unity or division? Did I spend too much time fighting my brothers and sisters? Was I adding to the noise when the community was divided? Here, from the undertaker's carriage, I question the purpose of it all. For the first time, my eyes are opened. ----------------------- andrewpaulcannon.blog Slain in the Spirit is the result of a series of sermons through the book of Ephesians at Green Acres Baptist Church in Warner Robins, GA-reformatted to read like a book with more expository and doctrinal comments than the sermons had. To sum up the book in one sentence-God chose us unconditionally, so we choose one another unconditionally.