Commitment. That's what I really want from Colin. Ever since my brother, Danny, died in Iraq, Colin's done so much to help me. He even gave me a job at his popular restaurant so I could leave my crappy waitressing job at the strip joint. But lying in bed with him every night, trying to comfort him after his horrible nightmares, isn't enough anymore. I know he feels guilty about Danny's death, about not going to Iraq; but I can't keep living this double life. I love him desperately, but he's got so many demons. If he can't open up to me now, then he'll never be the real partner I need him to be. I gave him a month, and now I'm out of here. If he truly loves me like he says, he knows where to find me...