FEARS FLUTTERBY - She struggled writing the book not knowing who the real person was. 'Was she the child of her mother and father or the wife to her ex-husband? Was she the mother of her children? The person full of fear that she knew so well? Was she the caregiver to her friend? Was she the unforgiving person or the loving person, the child of God? Who was the real person? Or was she all the above?' Over the course of many years, she found the answer through an unusual gift that will settle deep within your heart and soul.