God changed me by placing me on a cliff looking down into the abyss! He allowed me to feel what that would be like. I knew I could never die, and I was going to live forever. However, where I found myself was like being in a seat, traveling out into deep space where there was nothing but blackness. No stars or suns or anything-just me, all alone for eternity. I can truly say it was a fate worse than death. Going to church and getting involved with your church and saying you believe does not make you born of the Spirit. I thought I knew God quite well when He placed me on that cliff and opened my eyes to His truth. Just like reading the Bible every day does not make you one of His children! People must open themselves up to God and allow Him to show you His truth. If you feel like you have done it all, then you truly need help. I talk to God on a regular basis and ask for help a lot, even this very second. Do you believe God and trust Him? Because if you say yes, then why don't you begin following His commandments? "Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you" (Matthew 7:7). Heavenly Father, I am asking that You open the hearts and minds of all who read this to begin to understand Your will, in Your blessed Son, I ask this, amen.