My journey on the path to Spiritual Enlightenment began at a very young age; at the age of one and a half; I was violently thrust into the arena of good and bad, violent and non-violent in order to cape with the violence in my life, I connected with my "source." Outwardly, I was a "happy-go-lucky," child, while inwardly trying to rationalizing, and trying to understand how a person, like my father, who walked the earth, could grow into a monster, because for the most part we all start out as good human beings. There are some cases where a soul is born with an evil predisposition, but for the most part, people start out good, the environment they are born into plays a large role in shaping the person they ultimately become.