Detroit's Red Pill has a gift for the type of simple, honest everyday truth
that made Raymond Carver famous. Perhaps Bukowski, Carver, and Red Pill's own
penchant for one too many drinks plays a part, but whatever it is, their
unflinching look at our contemporary American lives is what draws us in. They
bask in the ordinary and glow when describing the mundane. Red Pill's sophomore
solo project ‘Instinctive Drowning’ delves even deeper into the reservoir of
his memory and the dangerous riptide of his future.
The record's title ‘Instinctive Drowning’ refers to the phenomenon where
when one is drowning it actually appears as if they are calm – not thrashing
as we've been led by film and television to imagine. Often our lives are the
same way, those of us on the cusp, drowning and drawn too deep by the current of
life, look calm and normal – no one notices until we disappear under the dark
waters that surround us. The deeply personal narrative starts with Pill in the
hospital in 2013 when doctors thought he had brain cancer and may be dying. It
turned out he had viral meningitis – common to drunks – and only one
doctor had the balls to tell him to stop drinking. Red Pill told himself he was
going to stop drinking but after two weeks of sickness, he went to the liquor
store again and hasn't stopped. The story deepens as Red Pill reveals that his
mom died from alcoholism when he was 19 in the most gut wrenching song you'll
ever listen to as your eyes fill with tears knowing there is too
much truth.