As part of Niamh's installation art style public decline in mental health she wrote a lot on Medium.com between 2017 and 2019, and was published in Invisible Illness, The Composite, Interfaith Now, and her own mostly defunct publication venture The Cavendish. Then, in an attempt to retain maximum creative control, she pulled most of her content from Medium in favour of focussing on her self published books. This is one of those self published books.