This is a story of redemption. When all hope was lost, I was face with life altering choices. Do I choose life or death? Is there any hope for a lost nobody such as myself? Looking up crying with a razor pressed against my wrist as my life is flashing through my mind. Is this the end or the beginning of a new life for me? As I struggle with the impulses of my emotions and my flesh and the enemy speaking to my mind, who do I turn to? God doesn't love me. I'm a sinner. I having nothing to offer him. He is disgusted with me. I cry out to Jesus to save me. I am desperate for answers, for help, for love. Where would my soul end up? What choices will I make? Will I ever find love; and will God save me, or will I remain lost? This astounding story about love, life, and change will have you crying, emotional, and wanting to experience Gods presence and healing in your own life.