This diary is a raw, candid, and adult themed account of an introspective man juggling multiple emotional problems: a divorce, a career change, and an identity crisis. It started as a dream journal but quickly evolved into a personal diary as well. The author has a particular talent in recalling the exquisite details of his dreams, sometimes three dreams in one night's sleep. The language is blunt, sometimes X-rated, but honest, offering intimate details of strained relationships, all the while attending nursing classes and working at a hospital. The value of this diary appears not only in the spell-binding narrative, but also as fertile soil for anyone interested in personal psychology or perhaps seeking a career as a psychoanalyst.