Xandria has now overcome her relationship challenges standing strong full force ahead. She goes ready to face the world and her adult independence. What looms ahead she is not prepared for and needs guidance and courage to persevere. As she thinks she has grasped it all, everything jolted away from her forcing her to surrender to God and the unknown, which is her only reality. Join her on the horrible event that she could not predict and the struggle to stay alive. Venture through the miraculous witness and unforeseen death at Xandria's doorstep, allowing her only to be faced with what she has always had to release and trust the survival of the fittest, which is her only gained strength unexplained but calculated. Magical invitations of unexpected forces gather around her and complete her being as she cannot help herself yet the soul within keeping her vibrations alive with miraculous outcomes of evident happenings without her even doing anything but sleeping. When she awakes, it all is serene, and the awareness is overwhelming sometimes awful. Still, she can withstand it as her most primal self is transforming and evolving challenging and testing at all times. She must surrender now to the unknown.Powers are revealing themselves as she can take on the death vortex with others and understands this process now, having endured this pain, she receives experiences, and through surrendering things appear out of nowhere to help her on her journey within. Eliminating all that she has ever believed in, evolving now her play stage that works. Healing of worlds unites bridging the dark with the light turning the grey into colors of the rainbow. Actually, driving through the rainbow to the other side where the hidden gold buried for her to find. After all, challenges and experiences have been decimated again and again. Only to find not Xandria's choice but what God wants, and this is the best of all yet to live. Exciting times, which now turns into a light force of dancing, playing intellectual healing explored only through the series of Xandria's life-counting the days where the deer and birds can be heard all around her. Animals and those that have passed our surely happy as they too have participated. Longing and yearning for laughter and resurrection of all that has been taken by the disintegration. The shadow side, because good always prevails as illness and failure is just the mere glimpse of what God uses in us to become what we are supposed to inevitably, the magic begins. Fear not for I am with you for it is said, be not afraid as I walk with you through the valley of the unknown I will always be with you, and again my child, I am your savior, and I will take care of you forever. She is witnessing the almighty leveraging of what it is all about the all-powerful force of human nature and pure existence of what we would call the gift of being alive and taking each breath and experiencing this wondrous journey called life existence of course never knowing what lies ahead, smiling again to venture out the next journey.