Searching for oneself is one of the hardest things one can do. I do not forget that the first book I printed Arabic, was under the main title: "Searching for the Self-in the secrets of the collective unconsciousness", with the subtitle: "A life path in the journeys of a Disciple". I used to and still believe that the collective unconscious is the vast lake, to which human thoughts and experiences flow since the beginning of existence. We have only to pick up from it the masterpieces of our arts and philosophies. However, the search for the self is not done with the partnership of anyone, because it is the human being who knows what he wants and how to reach it. Being open towards others and listening to the inner voice, helps not to lose advice from those who are qualified, especially when the doors close before us and we are faced with obstacles. I was, in that case, looking for someone to trust because of his self - confidence and ability to help. In fact, he was the one who made me feel that it was important to me and that I had to search for a solution, and he would do his best to help me. Perhaps what I had hoped for, in the early years of my pampered professional experience, was for the other to adopt a stance for me, and pledge to me, but that would not have happened. I have learned a lot from my mistakes, from my failures, and from the repulse of those who were close to me, because they did not suffer what I suffered. Searching for a trustworthy person was one of the most important things that I encountered in my life, especially when I was witnessing the states of telepathy, anticipation, and intuition. It was the other's concern to advise me to search for money and to live luxuriously, which is something that he did not want for himself nor could have done. When I was applying for a scholarship outside of Lebanon, I came across Elias (and I do not know whether there are coincidences in life), a person in whom I found all the understanding of my situation, who gave me advice and a helping hand to start my life again, in accordance with my materialistic and spiritual ambitions.