The true-life story of Fiona who always felt displaced, a girl looking for belonging and security. This is Me No Darkness Too Deep, explores the ups and downs when as a young woman she roller-coasted, travelling from city to city and meeting trouble at every stop. Fiona spent many years in the depths of dark and desolate places, emotionally, physically, and spiritually. She was beaten, she slept rough and was used and abused and endured the horrors of rape. Carrying the weight of being an adoptee meant that she struggled through abandonment and rejection issues. The author is not ashamed and embarrassed of many of the lifestyle choices she made in her past, she declares "I came to my faith an absolute mess." Thinking that she was not good enough to be a Christian, her outlook on life changed when she accepted Jesus Christ as her Saviour. Through her story Fiona smashes the myth that to be a Christian you have to be a perfect person. "I want to smash the myth that we have to be all twinkly lights and fairy dust to be any use as a Christian." Fiona Myles