Raised in a strict religious household, being gay was never an option for Steven, but when an injury left him incapacitated, he was forced to face those urges that he's been able to ignore for the last thirty-eight years of his life... Lost... Three months ago, Major Steven Hardesty's life sat on the precipice of perfection. Now he's trying to come back from a life-threatening injury and a devastating romantic loss all while trying to figure out what he's going to do after separating from the Air Force. Alone... Billy Starr never planned on running his family ranch by himself. He was supposed to be doing it with his sister, Whitney. But when she died in a freak accident, it sent his life in a tailspin of despair and alcohol. Healing... Steven and Billy were friends. Billy offered the ranch as a good, private place where Steven could recover, but as their friendship deepened, so did other feelings. Is it possible that a love affair between the two of them could heal them both? Or break them even more?