Depression with suicidal ideation is like finding yourself swimming way out in the ocean, struggling to stay afloat while everything is working against you. The waves are huge, the tides are shifting, the temperature is near freezing, the current is pulling you farther away from land, there are predators lurking below. You look up, to see a gigantic ship sailing by, but you're too weak to wave. There are people up there leaning over the railing. They're looking down. They see you! They know you're in trouble and you breathe a sigh of relief, you fully expect somebody to come to the rescue, but nobody does. They toss out a life preserver instead. You're swallowing water. You're going under! Gasping for air, you desperately reach out for the life preserver, but it's so far away! You see it floating nearby, but it's just out of reach. You're exhausted. You're drowning! You can't take anymore. You can't hold on any longer! You finally give up and begin to sink into the watery depths. Just as the seaweed encloses itself around your body and there's no more oxygen in your lungs it dawns on you that nobody can jump in because they run the risk of drowning too. In one last show of strength you block out the pain and the exhaustion, and you lunge back toward the surface! You put one arm in front of the other and you keep swimming toward that life preserver. Once you finally reach it, you cling to it and hold on for dear life. Cheering, the people on board pull you to the side of the ship. You look up at that great expanse of iron and steel and you realize that you still have to climb that formidable ladder. But you're there! You're safe! You can do it! You finally know that you can get through this horrible illness and that it has to be you that climbs up the ladder. All proceeds will be given to Tammy's family or donated to their favorite charity. Note: This 2nd Edition contains the same material as the 1st Edition. The cover was changed to meet specific guidelines for promotional purposes.
Author Biography:
Visit my author page to see many other coloring and coffee table books and themes, including dancers, butterflies, flowers, mandala's, wild animals, fish, seashells, birds, dinosaurs, dogs, pots, mythical creatures, christianity, buddhism, mexican and egyptian culture, greek mythology, mythical creatures, sailing ships, fairy tales, faeries for adults, elves for adults, kittens for kids, birds for kids, puppies for kids, sea life for kids, happy horses, 2 volumes of animals for kids, elephants and elephants for kids, dragons, American Indians (Native Americans), 2 volumes of modern women, fantasy masks, tribal masks, pottery, porcelain, sheet music covers-5 coloring books and 5 companion coffee table books, pin-up girls for adults done in coloring books and coffee table books, PS Preventive Monthly Magazine Covers coffee table books (4 Volumes), Beautiful Flowers, vintage magazine covers coffee table book, Vargas Girls, Erotic Cartoons, vintage cigar box art coffee table book, Who Will Save Me From Myself? a true story about depression and suicide. Bigfoot, The Global Conspiracy, A novel, Short Stories, a collection of five entertaining fiction short stories and my original artwork in the Brain Farts Series and Castles In The Sky. Some of these have been mistakingly published under R.S. Bowman. I am working on getting that cleared up but don't let it stop you from enjoying a wide range of coloring choices. Thank You for visiting and HAVE FUN!
